When your past comes a-knocking.

Lately, my past has come a-knocking. And by past, I mean a certain someone...(that phrase just sounds so much cooler). It's crazy how when you finally let someone go; they come sneaking back into your life...I don't know how they reappear in your life...but in mine it's usually with a "Hey! How ya doing?!" text and then a photo a couple days later, "Hey, this made me think of you."...and so on and so on.

And gosh. I don't know whether to be annoyed (that the one that told me goodbye is now trying to say hello) or flattered (that the one that told me goodbye just couldn't stay away) when it happens.

So I guess I am a little of both. Annoyed that he expects me to fall over his feet like all the rest do. Flattered that he couldn't forget about me like I'm sure he thought he would.

But don't worry. I have yet to let my guard down. I don't believe that he has changed. And if by some miracle, he has...he has a lot of proving to do before anything ever happens.

So right now, it's nothing. and it might stay nothing. But it's interesting to see how live comes full circle at times.

Lord, your will not mine.

Let my heart remain in your hands,

 until the time when you see fit for that to change.

Let me be patient and wait on your perfect plan.

Amen.